Stress=Choreographing 2 dances and not knowing where the Teacher Rec Froms Are

So first off, I just had a mental breakdown. I can't handle choreographing these last 2 group numbers. I don't think I'll get Normandy done tomorrow because 1)I don't know what it sounds like so I can't sing it in my head, and 2) I can barely get Shy done. Shy is really irritating me becausde it really is a "Watch Kirsten sing" song. So the chorus is pretty much standing there the whole time watching Kirsten until the dance number where only a few people will actually do real dancing while the rest are on the sides doing some movement of some kind. My formation is a U shape, something I've done for at least 5 other dances. So not only is it unorigional, but it's boring. I know Sil will want the chorus to do something besides stand there because everyone will look bored if they do just stand there. But I don't know what to have the chorus do. I hate this. I can't handle the stress. I know that I don't really have to get the choreography done if I mentally can't handle it, but I feel even more obligated to get it done because we're a day behind because I was doing the Grinch. So it's my fault we're behind. I hate this feeling.

Now on to the second stress. In order to apply to some colleges I'd like to, I need 2 teacher recs. No problem if I knew where the student evaluation form I had in my binder had escaped to. I took out the packet it was in to let Mom and Dad use it to fill out my accomplishments for some apps. Naturally, it has gone missing. So that is stressing me out too. I know I can get more in the Counciling Office, but it was just irritating how thingsa disappear so easily.

Tomorrow is day 1 of finals. I'm not worried because I've done English, History is a DBQ, and Math is a quiz where even if I fail I'll still have a B...don't worry I won't try to fail. Most likely during English, I'll be choreographing on of the songs I still have to do.

Nathan, I must say that you make me really happy. I was crying a lot when I read the comments from the previous post and I couldn't help but laugh. Now I feel a lot better. Thanks! We should still sing I'm a Little Teapot with full hand motions because it's make me feel even better. Ok? Ok!

On a better note, Sil did let Nathan and I copy our scene from Barefoot in the Park. So we have our script and we have done a pretty good job of remembering where Elizabeth cut it. However, I don't think we did all of it, but that's ok.

Well, I'd go to sleep, biut I must finish choreographing that darn song called "Shy". Kirsten, you might be the only one with choreography. Especially since everyone just stands there anyway. I hope eveyone's night was better than mine. Night.