Cause for Yesterday

There is only one reason for my actions and feelings...Ovaries acting up.

This morning I felt horrible. I seriously considered staying home, but missing one day of IB classes is death, so I went. The day was eh, until 3rd period where I found out wy I had been feeling horrible. I wasn't prepared for the news so I didn't have anything with me. Luckily someone did. Everything was better when Drama came along. We played 2 great games of Mafia...with Sil. She decided to party for a bit with us while the SLer's watched "Much Ado". After playing, we popped popcorn and watched "Othello". My happiness soon melted away because I know I failed my first high school math test. I wanted to cry and I didn't remember how to do a lot of what was asked, so I guessed on a lot of the multiple choice. Some of the regular problems I don't think I did correct either. I really don't want to know what I got on this test and when I find out, I know I'll be very depressed. I was in tears, but didn't actually cry, during and after math.

My depression went away when I taught the dance for the dancing part of the auditions. That was fun. I really enjoyed watching Nathan dance because sometimes he just stood there and laughed because he messed up, which made me laugh. After auditions, Ryan, Arrio, Amber, Kirsten, Emma, Nathan, and Charlotte stayed to do homework and talk. We really didn't do any homework, but had a great time talking. Arrio even carried me to the cafeteria, where Alison was going to get pied. However, she wasn't there so e carried me for nothing (I didn't have my soes on and it was a spur of the moment thing). So he can now boast to all that he has carried me, with my permission. I don't believe I have ever given anyone that privilege before. Yeah, I know, it's really something to boast about.

The performance went ok. The audience was pretty responsive. I saved Christina from making a mistake se had made once upon a time ago. She almost started into this one part that comes later in the play, but I said part of er line to er in a question form so tat se went back on the right track. Whew! That could have been horrible, but I know we would have pulled it off if we had gone down that path.

After the performance, some of us went to Red Robins. Tonight was the official eat out night because some can't go tomorrow because of SAT's and band on saturday. However, some people didn't go to Red Robins. Oh well, they are just losers! Anyway, Nathan was supposed to go with Charlotte, but somehow ended up riding with me and then she left and I ended up taking 7 people in my car that only holds 6. It was a party. Red Robins was fun. I took Kirsten and Amber home. Dropped Nathan off, not without talking for a bit with the parents, then dropped Josh off at his house, and then went home. I did some homework and now need to finish reading Black Boy. I'm finally caught up on notes, but now need to read and take more notes. So I'm behind again. I may just go to bed so tat I won't feel horrible tomorrow. I don't know...we'll see. Night.